Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Not quite sure why...

I am so happy today! I just have this smile on my face and feel like I am walking on a cloud! Now, this could change in an instant, but for this moment I am happy. I really feel like things are going well in my uterus. I feel like we have a little one, or two, growing and making their home for the next 37ish weeks. I may be totally wrong, but I cannot deny this feeling I have growing in my heart. I thank my Heavenly Father for this blessing!

I have been really mixed on the outcome the last week. I have been scared and nervous and feeling like maybe it didn't work... Then we had this amazing spiritual uplifting weekend and the good feelings are sticking around. I am so grateful.

Some have asked if I will be testing before my beta on Monday. I think I may POAS on Saturday or Sunday morning. I haven't really felt the urge, not quite sure why. We shall see what the early morning hours of this weekend bring.

I am going to join the "What IF" conversation Mel is having, but I have had a hard time thinking about the negative the past few days. I do not want to pass up the opportunity to recognize National Infertility Awareness Week, so I think I will see what I can come up with in the next few days.

To all my IF sisters, much love and happiness from this IF lady to you! Life is good!

11 comments:

  1. SO glad you are on top of the world!!! Hang in there!!! Praying for + results!

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  2. Glad you are doing well. Big things to come I hope!!

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  3. Is is so refreshing to read joy and positive energy here. Especially this week, during NIAW.

    Cheers to you!

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  4. I loved reading this post with its positivity and good spirits. Sending wave after wave of positive vibes your direction for a lovely beta result.

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  5. I hope you get to stay on cloud nine!!! Enjoy it. Yay!

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  6. Keep that positive energy flowing!!!

    My theory on POAS is that they are often inaccurate this early and I could never see putting myself through another potential emotional roller coaster. For me, it wasn't going to be real until a medical professional told me so I never did POAS in any of my 5 cycles.

    Sending more happy, healthy baby vibes your way!

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  7. So glad you're feeling good & optimistic! Continuing to send positive thoughts & prayers your way:) So excited for you!!!

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  8. Smiles are contagious; keep 'em coming! Glad you're feeling optimistic - that bodes well for your cycle. Wishing you GREAT LUCK!!!

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  9. Good luck!! I am so glad you are smiling. You definately deserve it. :) {{HUGS}}

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  10. Love reading your happiness!!! Keep that positivity flowing!!! Sending prayers your way!!!

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  11. This post is oozing positivity, I love it! Wishing you all the best with the test. Have a good weekend.

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