I offered to throw a baby shower for a lady I go to church with.
I hardly know her.
This is her 4th, yes 4th, child.
Her second boy. (Her youngest is a boy. He's 5.)
Did I mention it is this Saturday...
I don't want to do this.
I don't want to do this...
Why did I offer??
I must be losing my mind!
Actually I think it is my way of saying, "Look I am playing nice. I am ok and have accepted my infertile state. Can I please have a baby now?"
Pathetic, I know.